142 ✖ Imperfect ✖

[this is the diary i post at my Chinese's blog]

飘来了~~
假期里都过得很开心，简简单单的，是幸福的感觉
刚刚不懂怎么了，好像回忆了什么？
心里酸酸的，让我的笑容顿时消失
不过我已经习惯现在的生活啦，应该放下过去，难道自己已掩饰了自己却不知道？
不知道耶，我只懂得我是快乐宝宝，hee~~
开心自己还是有人疼爱的珍惜~
虽然自己在爱情里是个失败者，但我还是相信会有‘真爱’吧~~
不过我也不敢渴望，也不愿再让自己踏入‘爱情陷阱‘
看见身边的朋友爱的死去活来，怕了。。
把时间花在情人上，倒不如利用这些时间去improve myself..
我的个性就是太好学，这就是为什么我每次都是‘最辛苦‘的那个
but i will never give up, and you will never know if you don't try.. XD
想起以前的自己，真的很可笑，也觉得羞耻，during that time my thinking was so immature..
and now i dare not to recall back..i felt so ashamed of myself,but at least now i make some different :)
i won't let the history to begin >.<
that is one of the reason why i keep improving myself and gain more knowledge from others' experience...
sorry, my brain get blank immediately
so, good nights... <3